Not sure why it took me so long to figure it out, but I finally realized that there is a perfect language for me to use. Considering how bad I am at speaking loudly and in a frequency that people can hear, this one is perfect!
Figured it out yet?
Sign Language!
I found a book in one of the trailers on the ranch that teaches sign the fun way – yes, it is geared for kids. After I learned the alphabet, I had the aphinnay that I should have learned this a long time ago. It just seems to fit my personality very well.
I am still practicing the alphabet and will eventually move on to learning the words. I think I am going to have to watch myself in the mirror so I can practice reading the signs since there is no one to sign with. Does this mean that I am going to have to learn how to sign with my left hand so it looks like a right hand in the mirror?